These are my smalls....well they used to be small......
They did a lovely job at making me feel loved today.....they have a kinda hard job really....
Mothers Day is a day that I spend with an internal battle raging......
I am so thankful for the family I have....for the way they are growing ....appreciative of all they try to do.....
Then I find myself battling the emotional ride of utter sadness...longing for what I don't have anymore......
Try as I may the wave of emotions just come out of nowhere and slam me.....
By the end of the day I feel exhausted.....but that blessed feeling keeps popping it's head up to reassure me that it is all OK ....
So to my gorgeous family...thanks heaps for the love....I really do appreciate it all and love you guys heaps.
Happy Mothers Day for all you lovely peeps reading too.
Mothers Day is a bittersweet day for many people ... it's never been quite the same for me since I lost my Mum ... and I can understand why it would be particularly painful for you too.
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Big hugs to you Bron - happy mothers day xx
ReplyDeleteAww Bron a big big hug from me to you. It cannot be easy in any way on this special day for you, I know my mother struggles each year too. I understand those feelings of wanting for what no longer is, an internal battle. Those gorgeous now big children of yours look so happy and I'm glad you had a wonderful time with them:) Happy happy mother's day Bron. xxx
ReplyDeleteI know it's after the fact, but saying a prayer for you anyway. God bless you and your family.
ReplyDeleteHuggs sweetheart! I am glad you had the loved ones around you to comfort you on that day. xx
ReplyDeleteOH I am sorry it's such a rough day for you. Hope you are going along better a few days later... I can't imagine the pain. :-(
ReplyDeleteLots of love to you, am pleased your family gave you a lovely day, you so deserve it Bron. That photo is beautiful xx
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