I wonder....

This is another birthday we should have been celebrating.....


I have spent a lot of time wondering what would life be like with a fifteen year old in the house...
Would there be boy talk?
Would there be a gaggle of other like minded teens in the house?
Would there be questions that only a mum could  answer?
Would dad be the coolest dad to all the friends? 
Would you love having your little six year old brother harassing you?
Would you share secrets with your sister?


I guess I am only left wondering as we celebrate another birthday without.


 I instead hold tight to the memories that we have and freely let my emotions go.


Here's to our big girl and to what turning fifteen would be like?